The End or Not

It has been so long since I last posted, I am not sure if should even bother continuing this blog. To be brief, I am still with my girlfriend, and yes things have continued to be up and down, but not as wildly down as in the past. Part of me wants to delete this blog and forget it even happened, but another part of me thinks I should keep it as a testament to the things I was struggling with during this period. I don't dare print it out for fear it might be discovered. Having it on the net is bad enough, but, if for some reason, you are a regular visitor to this weblog (which according to the statistics, you're probably not, as hardly anyone has ever read this), do not be surprised if it disappeared. I am giving myself some more time to think about it.