Friday, September 17, 2004

The End or Not

It has been so long since I last posted, I am not sure if should even bother continuing this blog. To be brief, I am still with my girlfriend, and yes things have continued to be up and down, but not as wildly down as in the past. Part of me wants to delete this blog and forget it even happened, but another part of me thinks I should keep it as a testament to the things I was struggling with during this period. I don't dare print it out for fear it might be discovered. Having it on the net is bad enough, but, if for some reason, you are a regular visitor to this weblog (which according to the statistics, you're probably not, as hardly anyone has ever read this), do not be surprised if it disappeared. I am giving myself some more time to think about it.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I check in on your site at least once a day. I'm wondering how you are doing. I'm also wondering why you insist on enduring through this relationship.

September 26, 2004 at 9:37 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I read it when you post (via RSS), but mostly I have been wondering when you would come to the point when you were ready to stop this blog. I know it's been a way to record and "safely" voice your thoughts, but you have to realize that hanging onto something can make it desperately hard to move on. If you need to let go of this to make the next step, do it. You can alwasy start another (different) blog if you want a place to post other things. -gh

September 26, 2004 at 11:19 AM  

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